Ive just come back from a week at soul survivor. A week when God has spoken to me quite clearly over some areas of my life. Some of these areas have included, and perhaps my most favourite area is the future, and my issue of singleness..... well "issue" isnt the word, as i firmly believe that singleness is a gift from God, but even in the times of singleness, i have a longing in my heart for that special someone.
There are a few people who have caught my eye, and there is one girl in particular. Over Soul Survivor week, i found myself infatuated with her. I was in danger of doing what i seen to have done in my other relationships and putting the gal higher than God, infact, sadly, if you'd asked me 9 months ago who i loved more, "God or the gal I was with" i probably, hand on heart would have answered "x" (x being the girl who i was with, yet im not going to publicly name her as it's not fair)
Yes, I seem to have the habit of idolizing gals. One could argue that its the normal thing for a guy of my age to do, yet the bible teaches that the ONLY one i should be idolizing is God.
But yeah.. i seem to have this habit of trying to help God in things he doesnt need helping with. Im always constantly asking him if this one girl is the one.. and he tells me to be patient.. then i start thinking.. does this girl like me? ow are we sposed to be married if she doesnt like me? when she starts even talking to another guy - i get jealous - really not good! Yet God just tells me to be patient. During the week i was going off on another of my helping sessions with God, and i asked him again to which he replied "Oi! Shut up asnd let me do my job. Im god - i know whats going to happen. You do your job and worship me and i'll do mine"
I wasnt expecting him to say that and just cracked up laughing where i was. God gave me a vision during the week of the game of marble run. Can you remember it? you make a course which the amrble goes downn.. it involves loops and turns, drops and slopes etc. Well i had the vision of a very intricate track, and God dropping two marbles off at seperate points, and after watching them go down, through the pitfuls and cousrse they finally came to rest perfectly side by side. Ansd i believe that God was telling me that we all go ona seperate path, but Gods timing is perfect and he knows when im going to meet my future wife. I look forward to the day, and I know that the Lord is in control.

Praise you Jesus